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    <center><small>When they didn't cause the pain,<br>it's funny how they say they're glad,<br>when you lie and say you're ok,<br>my life should be spent in total prediction,<br>no outbursts to ruin the mood,<br>for I am quite violent, sadness has struck,<br>no known niceness or virtue<br>I'm just a puppet attached to some strings,<br>doing what "they" tell me to do,<br>but the voices I hear, are really severe,<br>they do everything but comfort and sooth.<br><br>They kick me down, and pull me up,<br>and state that I interfered,<br>but I know all this, I cause my pain,<br>I'm through with all this slander,<br> <br>back and forth through the tunnel of hell,<br>the flames biting, and riding my neck,<br>they rip through my soul, and break me apart,<br>the tones of the screams, I cannot mimic,<br><br>in my harum-scarum ways of life,<br>I have decided to give up,<br>I cannot fight my absent mind,<br>it's the same thing, no let ups.<br><br>I did want some help, but now I dont care,<br>I've done all I can, my time cannot measure,<br>slowly but surly progressing downhill,<br>alone by myself, myself alone still<br>
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    <CenteR><small>A crush is not just a crush
    When the mere thought of you
    Could brighten up even the of worst days.

    A crush is not just a crush
    When I feel your presence next to me
    And I can not help but look away.

    A crush is not just a crush
    When you simply looking at me
    Puts a tremendous smile on my face.

    A crush is not just a crush
    When just your waving hello
    Makes my heart beat at an unusual pace.

    A crush is not just a crush
    When just by eating lunch with you
    My appetite seems to quickly disappear.

    A crush is not just a crush
    When my hands begin to tremble
    The instant you are near.

    A crush is not just a crush
    When being so nervous around you
    Limits our conversation to "Hi" and "Bye"

    A crush is not just a crush
    When the thought of there being an "us"
    Is slowly tearing me apart.

    A crush is not just a crush
    When I think of you not liking me
    And it truly breaks my heart.
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    Gee these are gloomy. :eek:
    Brighten up girl.

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    <Center><small>After a day like this I wish I were dead

    Say goodbye to my misery by putting a gun to my head

    This day has been full of ups and downs

    My usual smiles have been replaced by frowns

    What have I done to deserve all of this?

    When I am gone there is only one person I will miss

    It is a guy I love with my heart and soul

    Without him my life would not be whole

    If I ever lose him I know I will die

    He is the only thing even keeping me alive

    He makes all of my days seem so much brighter

    He can take any problem and make it all better

    The day I lose him is the day I use that gun

    Then my misery will be over and my life will be done
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    <Center><small>fate has beat me again,

    God, I hate this loss,

    to think I really had you,

    then all of a sudden you walked.

    fate has beat me again,

    this I have to say,

    I tried to stand against it,

    but it always finds a way.

    fate is never kind,

    and never does it care,

    it just leaves you with nothing,

    and it always seems unfair.

    fate has a way,

    of sneaking behind your back,

    and when you least suspect it,

    out comes a cruel attack.

    fate please go away,

    because you've already ruined my life,

    and never did you compromise,

    or even think twice
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    <CenteR><small>I hate the way u think u know

    Exactly how I feel



    I hate the way I lied to u

    And it became a big deal



    I hate the way u made me laugh

    But now u make me cry



    I hate how we aren't even friends

    But all I can do is try



    I hate the way your perfect smile

    Says everything's ok



    I hate the way u said there might

    Be an "us" someday



    I hate the way I go to sleep

    And see u in my dreams



    I hate the way I love the way

    U make my heart just sink



    I hate the way your over me

    And how our time is through



    I hate the way u broke my heart

    And how I still love u
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    <CenteR><small>Consider this a warning
    Consider this a sign
    Consider that thereíll be a time
    When I wonít want you for mine
    Listen when I tell you
    My patience has worn thin
    With your endless juvenile escapades
    Covered with a grin

    You play around so careless
    Itís all a game of chance
    But soon I wonít be within reach
    When itís my turn to dance

    Iím tired of the back-and-forth
    Iím tired of your pranks
    I love you and listen and understand
    And get ignored for thanks

    You donít know how to love me
    You wonít give us a try
    You whirl in reckless abandon
    And let true love pass you by

    You think youíre free and easy
    You think youíve got it all
    But youíll end up having nothing
    And I wonít be there to call.
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    <CenteR><small>You never know when someone
    might catch a dream from you.
    Or something you say may
    open up the windows
    of a mind that seeks light;
    The way you live may not matter at all,
    But you never know, it might.

    And just in case it could be
    that another's life, through you,
    might possibly change for the better
    with a better and brighter view,
    it seems it might be worth a try
    at pointing the way to the right;
    Of course, it may not matter at all,
    but then again, it might.
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    <CenteR>my friend sent me this<small><br>I wanted to find some words on a card
    That would help to get thru it when life gets so hard
    It seems you can't bear it - perhaps can't go on -
    When deep in the heart there's no trace of a song.

    Some words that would comfort - when late in the night
    the trials return and - you're too tired to fight.
    Or the tears flow so often it seems you'll run dry.
    And life gets so tough that you just want to die -
    Or at least go and hide - where you're safe from all pain.
    Someplace you can rest 'til you find joy again.

    What are the words you so need to hear -
    That will help and will heal and remove all the fear -
    That builds up inside 'til you think you'll explode -
    What are the words that will lighten the load?

    If only I knew the right words to say
    To encourage and Bless you or comfort some way.
    I know not the words but this I can do.
    I shall offer up Prayers to the Father for you.
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    i am sick of life. fullstop.
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